What is this japanese song about? can you please translate?

it is "Yaida Hitomi - 37.0掳C"





and the lyrics are these:


Shinchou ni nareba naru hodo surihetteku honnou


Dareka no hagemashi mo Yugande kiete furi dashi





Kodoku na tojinai doa ga kocchi wo muite


Hohoende iru wa Yamete shimaeba ii tte





Kobiritsuite kamen wa


Atama kakushite shiri kakusazu


Yowasa wo misete wa Kakehiki jouzu





Onaji sora miteru hazu na no ni


Nido to aenai you na tsumetai kyori


Yoru ni naru to uzuku no wa


Hyoutenka no kizuato


Isso kioku no soko made


Saratte kuretara ii no ni





Buraunkan no naka kara nagareru hakuai seishin


Mienai naifu ga hana no kazu hodo sorotteru


Shinjitsu mitai na kyozou ga kirei na ribon musunde


Hohoende iru wa Zenbu kowashite shimaette





Kumo no sukima kara


Koboreru hosoi hikari kasuka ni


Dareka kono kokoro wo Sukuidashite yo





Onaji sora miteru hazu na no ni


Akiramete wa fuujiru tsurenai kyori


Asa ni naru to horobiru no wa


Tsukamesou datta yasuragi


Isso kyou no taion made ubatte kuretara ii no ni





Aitai wa Masshiro na koe de


Nanimo shiranakatta koro ni


Modorenai wa Nozokanaide ite


Atomodori wa dekinai





Ikura kono te wo nobashita tte


Kanashii kyori wa umatte ikanai mama


Nageppanashi no kitai bakari


Tsuki wo yogoshita no wa ittai dare


Shimitsuita uso hagasenai


Ichi, ni no san de asobimashou


Atashi ga naita namida de


Betsu no mirai wo tsukurimashou





can someone please please please if not fully, at least tell me shortly what this song is about? I've been listening to it for more then a year now and I can't find anywhere the translation|||I'm not going to translate it, cause its really long but i can give a description of the song. She talks about pretending to smile when she feels hurt inside. She then says how much it hurts to be so far from someone and how she wishes she could just forget and wishes someone will save her. At the end of the song she says however much she reaches out she cant shorten the distance. The last two lines go something like 'With these tears i've cried, lets make a new future'|||go to google translate. u will only be able to do a little bit at a time though